Yesterday night, I dreamt of my very good friend that used to come to church. She was kinda helping out in the cg as a helper, but somehow went MIA after 6 months. I was depressed, heartbroken because I didnt just look upon her as our cg helper, she was my sister, closest sister in the cg.
I dreamt that she was running towards me, giving me a big hug. Tears rolled downed because I was so touched, that moment I've been longing for came to pass, then to realise it was just a dream.
I got up, eyes swollen.. guessed I cried alot in the dream. But it wasnt la.. Something grew near to my eyelid..
I really miss her like crazy. Went to friendster which I didnt touch for the past 2 years, facebook searched for her name but no avail. :(
Anyhow, I dropped her a message in the friendster, whether or not she sees in one day, I dont know. But all I know is I have done what I could, leaving the rest to my Maker.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
2010! Breakthrough Year
I am thankful to God for my life that He has given to me.. My family, colleagues, friends and buddies. In the midst of the journey, there were mountains of mistakes and decisions that I have made and were wrong, but they never fail to encourage me and lend me their listening ear.
In 2008 and 2009, it hasnt been easy for me.. Broke up with my boyfriend, undergone an operation. It was just in a span of 2 years when all those happened BUT I still want to thank God, not for bringing me through all the hurts and pains, but to thank him for blessing me with such wonderful people around me.
This year, 2010 is going to be a breakthrough for my life! I sense and believe is going to happen!
My goal is to minimise mistakes at work, be efficient by prioritizing all my work, write on the things to do list and checklist, make sure that all things that have to be done are all done. For my physical health, I want to be able to exercise regularly like.. haha.. swimming once a week (lifesaving course), jog twice a week, go for routine checkup. For relationship.. this year, I really hope and pray that I will find my MR RIGHT. Not because I am desparate to get married, but I think I am in the right age and now that I have fully move on! (how i know? because when i see the person, i dont have the uneasy feeling anymore) :) No hurry, but just keep praying! :)
For my spiritual life, I pray that I will have encounters with Him like never before, not flaky kind, but to really hear His Voice, read the Word and act out His Word.
I am going to stop here. Coz really got to go to sleep. Tmr meeting after meetings.. So got to get charged up!
Dont know why I stay up so late just to write my blog probably because I read someone's blog and he inspired me about Love. Love is about giving at all cost without having intentions to have any returns. :) Something to think and meditate upon..
In 2008 and 2009, it hasnt been easy for me.. Broke up with my boyfriend, undergone an operation. It was just in a span of 2 years when all those happened BUT I still want to thank God, not for bringing me through all the hurts and pains, but to thank him for blessing me with such wonderful people around me.
This year, 2010 is going to be a breakthrough for my life! I sense and believe is going to happen!
My goal is to minimise mistakes at work, be efficient by prioritizing all my work, write on the things to do list and checklist, make sure that all things that have to be done are all done. For my physical health, I want to be able to exercise regularly like.. haha.. swimming once a week (lifesaving course), jog twice a week, go for routine checkup. For relationship.. this year, I really hope and pray that I will find my MR RIGHT. Not because I am desparate to get married, but I think I am in the right age and now that I have fully move on! (how i know? because when i see the person, i dont have the uneasy feeling anymore) :) No hurry, but just keep praying! :)
For my spiritual life, I pray that I will have encounters with Him like never before, not flaky kind, but to really hear His Voice, read the Word and act out His Word.
I am going to stop here. Coz really got to go to sleep. Tmr meeting after meetings.. So got to get charged up!
Dont know why I stay up so late just to write my blog probably because I read someone's blog and he inspired me about Love. Love is about giving at all cost without having intentions to have any returns. :) Something to think and meditate upon..
Friday, October 9, 2009
:(
My face and ear turned red when I received an email in the morning... Went to the toilet and tears....... I dont know how to react.... Happy :) or Sad.... I think i need to change my blog name to livingmylifewithfullofregrets........ another shock I got.. After work, I took a bus from clementi to serangoon (been a long while since Secondary School that I took a long ride).... Emo right... :( sorry ah, so negative today... just feel that I need to vent out abit since I can only hide the feelings to myself... :( I am really sad..... Mayce ah.........................
Saturday, October 3, 2009
My Experience with Acupuncture
Well, why did I go for acupuncture?? Not really a good experience. Having a long long needle to poke into your head and hand, not a nice feeling! It is in fact painful, but like what I told you previously, having to have IV tubes before, to me, needles are nothing! haha... like real.. :p Well, show you some of the photos..
eee right... heehee.. coz my headache came back, stupid headache, dont know why kept tickling me... so I went to "Zhong Zheng Hospital" @ Toa Payoh, super cheap! $4 for my treatment... The treatment works, but....... my headache still comes back the next day! :( Well, if you can, pls keep me in prayer.. Tell the bug inside of my head to go away, be cast into the swine!!!!! :)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Loving My ENEMIES... Tough one..
Recently, I received a phone call from an agent selling Vacuum cleaners. She said that my friend recommended me to have a complimentary services to vacuum 2 mattresses in my house, so i said why not. At first I was quite shock that my friend didnt ask me for permission before giving that agent my number, but anyhow, I gave her my particulars.
She came to my house, talked to my mother and introduced to us this super good vacuum cleaner that cost $3000 plus. THough is quite expensive, but after the demonstration, I felt that it is actually good for my sister as she has sensitive nose.
To cut the story short, my dad told me is too expensive, and told the agent we will reconsider, but you know what the agent replied was??? "Are you Singaporean? Even the president bought the machine from me." My dad was furious, he got up and said what kind of question that was and asked her out of my house. She took back the name card that she originally gave to my dad! My goodness!
Actually, I am still quite furious with my friend who gave my contact no away, but then, my boss asked me, so what can you do right now? Scold her? I just said, "I must bless her!"
She came to my house, talked to my mother and introduced to us this super good vacuum cleaner that cost $3000 plus. THough is quite expensive, but after the demonstration, I felt that it is actually good for my sister as she has sensitive nose.
To cut the story short, my dad told me is too expensive, and told the agent we will reconsider, but you know what the agent replied was??? "Are you Singaporean? Even the president bought the machine from me." My dad was furious, he got up and said what kind of question that was and asked her out of my house. She took back the name card that she originally gave to my dad! My goodness!
Actually, I am still quite furious with my friend who gave my contact no away, but then, my boss asked me, so what can you do right now? Scold her? I just said, "I must bless her!"
Great time in Early Childhood Education..
I love my lecturer Joy, she makes studies enjoyable for all of us. Having to study without feeling it is a drag, how great can that be! She made all of us laugh till we dropped when she shared with us her experience with young children. Come to think of it, I didnt regret entering into this course, but at times, it can be quite tirring especially when I have to go to school after my work.
Just returned home after having dinner with Eric. We had MA LA HUO GUO.. man! I went toilet a couple of times. Couldnt take it, I took a cab home. Had a great time talking with the cabbie uncle. He made me realise that parents have their own share of anointing when it comes to educating their children. They may not have gone through the early childhood program, but look where we have come so far! :)
Just returned home after having dinner with Eric. We had MA LA HUO GUO.. man! I went toilet a couple of times. Couldnt take it, I took a cab home. Had a great time talking with the cabbie uncle. He made me realise that parents have their own share of anointing when it comes to educating their children. They may not have gone through the early childhood program, but look where we have come so far! :)
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